i have to be up by 9 becuase i have to work and i haven’t fallen asleep
and my frickin stomach is killing me THNX CROHN’S
it really sucks when you grow out of someone’s friendship. like when you realize that they’re a fucking idiot and you’ve put up with their bullshit for so long. and it’s literally sickening the moment you fit the pieces together, figuring out that you’ve been their doormat for years and they haven’t done shit for you and all of the sudden everything clicks. that’s the worst. i hate being someone who’s constantly taken advantage of, but at the same time i like bending over backwards for people because it makes me feel like i have some sort of purpose. i like making people happy. but of course that seems to come with a price - as does everything in this world. regardless, i guess i’ve come to the conclusion that i’ve spread myself far too thin when it comes to this particular person and i’m just so over it. and that’s the story of how to fall out of “friends” with someone.
reblogging this shit from myself because i feel this 400%
what the frickle frackle is going on
you probably don’t know it but you’re most likely friends with a lot of magicians aka people who pull the wool over your eyes and convince you to believe them when they say they care about you but they honestly couldn’t give two shits about what the fuck happens to you or your well-being in general and then when it turns out that you actually need them or their support or even just an ear that’ll listen their true colors blind the fuck out of you and the weight of reality will smash into you at a hundred miles an hour and suddenly you’ll realize that person is capable of one hell of a good disappearing act